Friday, November 13, 2009

Acceptance

Today is the fifth day koko left us.
We are beginning to accept that things will no longer be the same. No more playing with koko every night. No more cashew nuts for him every morning. No more niao-ing his neck every evening.

Yesterday I had diarrhoea and stayed home the entire day. In the free time when I'm neither in the toilet nor on the bed, I went around snapping photos of all the evidence koko left in my room: the disfigured bed frame, the teeth marks on the book cabinet, the torn horns of giraffe plushie and slippers.

Took a long time to organize all the photos and videos we took of and with koko. There were so many of them but it's never enough... Progress is slow as I was viewing and reminscing the times at so frequent an interval.

I ask mummy and pen pen to view the videos of koko, taken in 2006. And we had a good laugh over how naughty and kpo he is. Running all over pen pen's room when the 3 of us were changing bed sheets. He loves it the mist when there's a lot of things lying on the floor and of course with so many of us playing with him at the same time. Mummy and I were actually exclaiming the same remarks as we did in the videos when koko did something.

Had a discussion with mummy and pen pen andvwe decided to buy a glass cabinet to put koko's belongings, his ashes and photos of him in it.

Mission of the day: glass cabinet sourcing at ikea.

Koko shows you his butt:




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